Archive for October 14th, 2006

Fear

My fun exchange with Joe about our fear of ending up like Jerry Ford reminded me of some points about how odd fear is.

Ed Wood made movies in the 1950s that were so bad and so cheap that he became famous for it. He was a transvestite and made a movie about it, in which I think he starred.

Wood was NOT a homosexual, he was a transvestite. Apparently women’s underthings made him feel closer to women — a mother fixation? He used them as a security blanket. In World War II he actually parachuted into combat in a bra and panties.

Everybody else in The Greatest Gerneration talks about their heroism in facing death. Wood said his real fear had nothing to do with jumping several thousand feet into a battle.

According to Wood his fear was that he would be wounded and the medics would undress him and find out he was wearing a BRA!

But what about the death all the rest of The Greatest Generation blubberingly cry about aving to face? Wood just thought of himself as one more of millions of men who went into combat. This was before they started weeping over their own bravery and calling themselves The Greatest Generation. What bothered him was that bra and those panties!

I believe what Wood said because I had a similar experience.

I saw a number of men have their guts ripped out and dying after being hit by shrapnel. I was lying there and found blood on my stomach and figured I had had it. But my reaction was odd. I’ve never been all that fond of being alive, so what hit me was, “Well, this is it.”

Another experience really scared me. I spent a few minutes that seemed a year lying on my back without being able to move — I will deny all this on the proper occasion. I had landed on my neck and I was convinced that I had been crippled from the neck down. That TERRIFIED me.

I have dealt with paraplegics, which is a lot less bad thant he complete neck-down crippling “Superman” later suffered — but even being that bad off was not what scared me. You see, most of what I did had no official sanction and no official support. If I were crippled up there would be no veterans’ benefits.

So almost every time I took chances I was risking my FAIMLY without their knowledge. The burden would fall on my brothers and sisters. They could not let a member of the family simply starve, but they had their own lives to live, their own families to support. A complete cripple is a HORRIBLE burden, welfare services notwithstanding.

Death didn’t scare me, but THAT did.

The same conscience that made me take the risks also tortured me about taking them. But I HAD to.

I was not afraid of dying, but I was afraid of crippling.

Fear is a very individual thing.

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The OTHER Six Million Jews

In response to my piece on the Black Sea flood as the origin of the Indo-European expansion and its mention in the Bible due to Zoroastrian influences, someone on Stormfront gave me rep points and included a note that the New Testament was written in Greek rather than in Hebrew.

MY REPLY:

That’s the least of it. The New Testament was written by another historical group that is as forgotten as Zoroastriansim.

Nobody has the least real knowledge of Christianity who is not aware of the importance of Persian Zoroastriansim AND of the Hellenic Jews.

There are estimates that there were up to seven MILLION Jews in the Roman Empire in the time of Jesus. The overwhelming majority of them were HELLENIC Jews, like the historian Josephus. But as Christianity arose, that vast population of Jews disappeared entirely from history.

Six million Jews disappeared. Where did they GO?

Either there was a Hitler Holocaust history never mentioned, or they became the basis of the Christian Church. THEIR Old Testament was in GREEK. Their NEW Testament was in GREEK.

I don’t think you need Sherlock Holmes to tell you where they went. But no theologian seems to.
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Derek’s Needed Correction

I pointed out to Mark that, since I will never be perfect, I have to resort to the next best thing, which is correcting my mistakes. That’s where YOU come in. It is not a good thing to let me get away with incorrect statemetns, even if they don’t seem important.

So Derek corrected me. I, naturally, came up with a smartass reply, but I absorbed his information for future use:

No spam.

Ford played for Michigan.

Comment by Derek — 10/14/2006 @ 2:24 am | Edit This

ME:

Derek, we could both be right. Ford may have been playing for Michigan but showed up on
the Yale team. He was supposed to be a Republican but he was the best asset the
Democrats had.

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Stormfront Exchange on “Agents”

You might want to read “Agents” below to see what the subject is. I pointed out that my experience with runors about someone being an “agent” has been entirely negative. When I put this on Stormfront all the commenters but one wholeheartedly agreed that their experience was the same, and I got a number of rep points for saying this.

But one respondent decided that I was actually one of the “agents.”

This is my exchange with him:

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Originally Posted by Baldy
I’ve edited this post many times, Bob, because of your close connections to SF. I did not know of your dubious past…..

To say that there are not agents and active informers in here and in every “WN” group is dangerous and foolish.

Too many of us have been dragged through the federal coals based on false information from lunatic anti-White federal agents and their lap dogs. We have many prisoners who have been framed by the feds and their faggot informers.

I don’t know what else to say, Bob. You seem to be trying to convince everyone that it is totally safe to say anything because agents and informers don’t really exist.

Well, they do. They really, really do and if anyone does not believe that simple fact will end up in prison.

ME:

My “dubious” background was in the Cold War working against the Reds.

The trouble with your post is that it concentrates entirely on Bob Whitaker’s One Man Cospiracy and has nothing PRACTICAL in it.

How, exactly, do these agents operate?

I personally never run into anything in our movement that could be EXPOSED. My time is spent trying to get information about what we are doing and what we have to say tot he public through the media blackout. if you have useful, SPECIFIC warnings, then you should concentrate on THOSE.

I would be interested in practical information.

To get to the real point here, do you know of any case where “outing” agents actually WORKED? HOW did it work? Every case I know of a panic over some “agent” served only to destroy a comrade’s effectiveness in our movement.

If there are agents, then in my limited experience, we are doing a really loousy job of dealing with them. Can YOU give us something to IMPROVE on that performance, or do you just want to sit around re-editing posts that insult a lifelong battler for our cause?

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Originally Posted by Baldy
I’ve edited this post many times, Bob, because of your close connections to SF. I did not know of your dubious past…..

To say that there are not agents and active informers in here and in every “WN” group is dangerous and foolish.

Too many of us have been dragged through the federal coals based on false information from lunatic anti-White federal agents and their lap dogs. We have many prisoners who have been framed by the feds and their faggot informers.

I don’t know what else to say, Bob. You seem to be trying to convince everyone that it is totally safe to say anything because agents and informers don’t really exist.

Well, they do. They really, really do and if anyone does not believe that simple fact will end up in prison.

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