Talking about Sgt. Mark reminded me of something odd about my mentality.

Yes, children, my mentality is sometimes a bit odd. Please do not let this statement destroy your faith in me as the Only True Wisdom. Just put it down to the fact that I am tired and upset at this moment.

This particular oddity has to do with my attitude towards General Sherman, who, among other things, burned my home town, Columbia, SC, to the ground. He said, “War is hell,” and he made it hell.

I saw what was left of a man I had known in Africa after the Soldiers of Liberation and the People’s Peace-Loving Democratic Republics, backed by the World Council of Churches, had gotten through with him. He had had his skin slowly cut away from him until he died, and then he was left for us to find.

My reaction to this was not the objectivity you would expect of me.

Sherman treated the South with what was considered at the time total brutality. He burned us out. He violated every rule of war. But few Southern women were raped. In fact, compared to the kind of war we take for granted today, the whole thing was within limits we would consider pure restraint.

Within the restraints of THAT TIME, Sherman was inexcusable. He set precedents for war AMONG WHITE MEN that were new and destructive.

But war is PREJUDICE. You are killing people, not for the color of the skin they were born with, but for the color of the outfits they happen to be wearing at the moment.

So when I saw what had happened to my friend, my reaction was not rational. He was ONE OF MINE, which is what war is all about. My men wanted to go after them. They wanted to do to them what Africans do to Africans.

Well, I couldn’t stop them, could I? I even helped them a little.

On the Confederate side, I am incensed about what Sherman did. But we had been killing HIS men.

On the one hand, I know what a monster he was. On the other hand, I understand how he took our killing HIS men as something special.

A commander who is objective abut his own men bothers me.

Since you have effort and dedication invested in me, I want to point out to you that I was the only person on Stormfront who has received an invitation to attend that invitation, including those who thought they were going and told me about it. This is inexcusable of those sponsoring the convention, but it also authenticates a lot of the things I have been telling you about my background.

Most of my life is deep cover, so it is nice to have my background verified from a source that is so hard for us all even to contact. When you run into names like David Duke and Paul Fromm and Joe Sobran and Pat Buchanan there is no doubt who they are. My whole modus operandi for a lifetime makes it necessary for me to toot my own horn all the time, and I can’t even toot too loudly or too specifically.

This was all right when I operated alone. Not fun, but all right. But now I am trying to get people to take me seriously in the company of people with names INSIDE the movement. What makes it worse is that the last thing I want to do is COMPETE with any of them. But David and Paul and the others have me in the shade because their names and their heroic, I said heroic, history, are KNOWN.

I seem to have done nothing but sat safely inside the establishment. So this recognition from people inside the Iranian establishment, a place government agents can’t influence, gives me a major leg up. If I haven’t been one hell of heretic, a heretic well known among those who have access to files, this coincidence would not have taken place.

I solve big problems very quietly. The problem is that I cannot be absolutely sure that the pressure I put in the right place was the determining factor. But some of you are beginning to notice things like Buchanan using the term “code word.” That was a liberal term conservatives NEVER used, never used for FORTY YEARS.

Liberals were always saying that “crime” was a code-word for suppressing non-whites or “state’s rights” was a code word for racism. But it was as much liberal property as if they had a copyright on it.

I used it in the Mantra, you and I hammered at it:

“Anti-racism” is a code word for anti-white” and suddenly, after almost half a century, Pat Buchanan used the term code word.

When I spent a few years proclaiming that political correctness was a religion, Ann Coulter wrote a book about liberalism as a religion. All clues are subtle. All clues can be explained away or ignored. But my entire effort has been based on such clues.

And those clues indicate that I exercise enormous power.

Nick Griffin, head of the British National Party, had a serious problem. The BNP had been denied a back account. A back account in Europe is a wholly different matter from here, and I lack the space to explain this chiasmic difference here. So I told Nick I would do something about it.

At the next convention, Nick explained to me learnedly that the British Government had discovered that it would be better for the BNP to have an account in the UK than one they could not monitor. After years of problems with this, it so happened that the problem was solved after he asked me for help.

I tried to get Nick to appreciate what my contacts had done, because there is one man in particular who is a genius at this stuff who stuck it to the British banking regulators. He didn’t knock himself out. He just made some calls saying that he could set up a US account for the BNP with connections that would put them totally out of British surveillance – there are LOTS of people who stay specifically out of British surveillance as I had to in Rhodesia – and the Brits decided Nick now had contacts they could not live with.

If you have spent your life in this business this was not a major leap. But the BNP has NOT spent its life in this. So the year after Nick public ally begged for help on this matter it had been forgotten. He told me, in all seriousness, that the Brits and simply changed their minds. Nick genuinely did not know who he had been talking to when he asked ME for help.

A word in the right place, knowing which interests counterbalance others, this is power.

No, Alan B., I did not ask you to keep up with the latest literature on genetics. My point was exactly the opposite of those who recommend tomes. My point was to NOTICE PATTERNS, not to “keep up with the literature.”

I would not fit into Jared Taylor’s group, for example, for a very good reason. Joe Sobran and Jared and the rest are making an impression on national media. This is not the way I work. The way I work requires one to stop reacting and philosophizing and get into the simple logistics of real power, really convincing people.

No one is going to listen to me in that kind of detail. But what I say rubs off. Different people pick up the code word bit, the leftism is a religion bit. Commenters pick up on some questioning of basics.

It is painful to watch people get the point and then lollyland off into their own usual stuff. But I have watched my plants ripen in the oddest places, because they are work, because they are needed.

What I have learned and done is essential to the salvation ahead.

No one can understand that but me. That is what I gave my life to, and that is enough.