I don’t know if I will have to answer for myself on Judgment Day. I DO know I have to answer to my CONSCIENCE all the time. Maybe it is because I was raised a Bible Belter, I see no difference between what my conscience demands and what Jesus said.
The only real difference is that my conscience is much less forgiving.
I have read The Screwtape Letters many times and I spent a career in politics. I cannot imagine two better guides to understanding the nature of real evil and The Mind of the Enemy.
One question my conscience does NOT ask me and for which I will not have to answer on Judgment Days is the one people in the movement seem to spend most of their time worrying about:
“Are we going to WIN?”
Screwtape LOVES that. It seems to come straight from Tempters following his advice.
The real question is the one St, Paul posed
Did you run the race? Did you fight the fight?
That is the ONLY question my conscience FORCES me to answer. That is the ONLY question one will be faced with on Judgment Day.
#1 by shari on 06/06/2008 - 2:37 pm
The outcome is not in our hands but going the right direction and fighting the right fight is. Everything else that is achieved or gotten in life will prove to be worthless, I think.
#2 by Dave on 06/06/2008 - 3:17 pm
The way I think about this is the difference between risk and uncertainty. Risk can be managed but uncertainty cannot.
Which is why insurers regularly go broke.
There is no way in hell you can ever get rid of uncertainty.
That’s the reason we have leaders and followers. Everybody just bets that the “leader’s” instincts are better.
But the “goal”, this is what separates the white race out. Nonwhites never understand this.
Only white people are driven, literally driven, by the desire to see. And this is what unites us at BUGS.
I have always felt like this. I am in a labyrinth where there is a barrier before me and a barrier behind me, and I cannot see. I am driven to get the hell out.
“Goals” have nothing to do with it. “Wanting”, just wanting to be able to clearly see, is the motive. There wasn’t any “goal” when Steve Wozniak was fooling around with his Dad’s (and any other) chipsets he could get his hands on. He just wanted to get them to do something useful. It was a desire to “see”, nothing else.
The later story with the Apple PCs came later, spontaneously. Nothing about it was intended or planned.
Nonwhites just don’t get this about whites.
It is the difference between a tenured professor and an ordinary intelligent kid. The intelligent kid just wants to know real things, simply because that is what he wants. The tenured professor, on the other hand, has achieved a goal and spends his entire life chasing goals.
And that’s what nonwhites think about whites. Our achievements to them are because we relentlessly chase goals. Then they want to emulate us in that behavior. But that is not our behavior.
Our achievements are because of want we natively want, just because we want it. It’s genetics, of course, and the qualitative difference between we whites and nonwhites is enormous, we are a different kind of “primate” altogether.
#3 by shari on 06/06/2008 - 4:16 pm
Chasing goals is an evil of our tired,equalitized, over bureauctatized life, not seeing or understanding for it’s own sake. The difference has gotten to be so obvious, it’s glaring. No doubt there will be many who just can’t and won’t settle for that. Even some who are now occupied with obtaining goals, but are inwardly very unhappy with it.
#4 by AFKANNow on 06/06/2008 - 6:36 pm
This is the core difference between the Western Soul, whose Prime Symbol is the Infinite Plane, and the Rest.
The Managerial State – the Twentieth Century saw the virtual triumph of the managerial state, for a season – is part of the perversion of the socialist model run amok.
The Managerial State runs by Goals, which are the element of Structure; yet is is managed by Process, which is open to interminable variations, leading to such Managerial State disasters as the public school/indoctrination system – where they are “tested” on everything but what really matters, in the real world.
I see this all too clearly, at this rather stage in my life.
I see it every day, when I have to deal with the consequences of the lives of my nephews, who are learning Saxon Math – division and multiplication.
You see, in the public schools, they give them calculators from Day One.
Yet, their teachers checked of all of the “Goal Met” boxes on their report cards, and yes, they have high school diplomas.
And I have a slow, simmering sense of anger in realizing that what I am looking at is like something out of “Invasion of the Body Snatchers” – they LOOK normal, they SOUND normal, they even ACT normal.
It’s when they discuss issues that you realize somewhere, somehow, the wheels came off the cart, and they wander in damn near space on so many levels.
It is the logical extension of the Managerial State – “Tomorrow’s Gammas, Today” might well be the model of the school system.
NOW, look at the hysterical screaming people at the Obama Declaration of Victory the other night.
THAT is the face of the Enemy, and they have the smell of victory on their face.
If they lose, we can see anger on a scale few care to contemplate.
THEY are the heirs of the Children of the Sixties, who created a society that is based on Hedonism – “Liberty, for the Libertines!”
Fine.
All of the conquests of The Destroyer have been in the finite plane, on the Earth.
That’s his kingdom, and, for a season, he certainly seems to be ahead.
The greatest failure of “Movement Past” – I will be dealing with them later – is their willingness to accept the Terms and Definitions given to them BY THEIR RACIAL ENEMIES.
The mental blinders placed on them – very applied Wordism – guaranteed they would not make substantive headway, but would have plenty of phantoms to blame for their situation.
Thus, the Carto newspapers refer to “Insiders,” and “International Bankers.”
Conventional newspapers referred to “the Communist Menace.”
The SPGG Fathers of “Movement Past” walked roads that were laid out for them, all the while proclaiming their “Freedom” and “Spirit of Independence.”
Now, their world is beginning to fall apart, and they retreat.
Hell with ’em.
I threw away my Management textbooks – except for Baumol – with the thought that I have been such a fool to take this seriously.
We set our sights too low, trying to fill in the lines Others set out for us, instead of going beyond the lines to First Principles.
No damn more.
I spent the last couple of hours with my Nephews discussing some ideas for the future, and the basic focus is this:
I told them the Children of the Sixties hated America, and decided to essentially force America to commit suicide.
America is busy doing so.
So is most of the rest of the world, except for Russia and Eurasia.
There is nothing they can do about this in terms of changing the minds of other people. They will mock you, scorn you, and try to destroy you.
So, give up on the idea of converting people to your new ideas of White Nationalism.
I referred earlier to the religious model of conversion to White Nationalism, and I am working with that.
When they are ready, they will know, and so will we.
Until then, I will be developing an educational curriculum for them, and will spend the rest of my time trying to help them to be better, much better, in a world where others are ruled by Wordism, and they have to learn clearly to see what is before their very eyes.
I am more confident than ever in the future, as long as they are a part of it.
Finally, Christians like to parody the words of Christ, with this “Take no thought for the morrow,” and all of that.
They missed the point.
The point was expressed more completely in the Gita, where Krishna tells Arjuna, “You have the right to your labors, but not to the fruits thereof.”
In short, your duty is your duty; do your duty, and let God handle the details.
This would be the time to quote Robert E. Lee, “Always do your duty; you can do no more, and should want to do no less.”
They’ve been reading from a book of maxims by Robert E. Lee.
It’s available at a Christian bookseller.
That should tell you enough as to what MY plans are for them.
If the social order around them wishes to commit suicide, let them.
Just don’t let them take us down with them.
And, above all,
Start Where You Are.
#5 by Pain on 06/06/2008 - 9:51 pm
Yes, I have noticed that your way of thinking is indebted to Christianity. Even your occasional railings against God sound like the believing Psalmist or the unbelieving murmurers in the wilderness. Your dependence on Christianity gives you a coherence of thought and a language to express it that is familiar to others.
#6 by mderpelding on 06/06/2008 - 10:36 pm
The question of winning or losing seems kind of self indulgent to me.
But fighting for what one believes is true and honorable.
What saddens me is that it seems our people value their souls more than their lives, or their children’s lives. We have finally reached the point where the vast majority of our kin care more about the judgment of heaven than the effect that their actions will have upon the lives of their progeny.
Pain is perceptive in that he realizes that we must communicate with our fellows using the narrative that we as western people hold as common amongst ourselves. But our enemies are using the same story against us. And they are winning.
Because we are afraid to be sinners.
#7 by Pain on 06/07/2008 - 12:35 am
If we think we are sinners for being here, we are in the wrong place. We need to have the judgment to know when we are doing the right thing and the confidence to do it.
You can’t let other people tell you that something is a sin that you know and can prove is right.
By claiming to be unafraid to sin, you are saying that you might be doing something wrong.
So what does the Bible say on sin and race? Repeatedly, God commands his people to put away their foreign wives or be put to death. Our enemies didn’t tell you the whole story.
#8 by shari on 06/07/2008 - 12:03 pm
Pain, Many are too afraid of being sinners to get that far. They spend their whole life being dedicated sunday school boys and girls and never grow up. Some even get phd’s because they can do that while still being a very devout something or other. No contradiction in their mind. Maybe this is more what mderpelding meant.
#9 by Pain on 06/07/2008 - 7:24 pm
Shari:
I think you are right: Mderpelding is right.
That means there is an irony that by trying to avoid sinning, many sin.
It means that instead of following their conscience or reading for themselves what the Bible clearly says, they are following the other sheep over the cliff. When Jesus said he came to save sheep, he meant that he loved the sheep, but in the Bible it is always bad for men to be sheep. A sheep follows his own way over the cliff, and a flock of sheep follows each other over the cliff. But to do the right thing requires divine intervention. Which is why we are here.
We are here presumably because we are more than just sheep. The majority of the Race is sheep, has always been sheep, and always will be sheep. So we are in the position where we both love our Race and are critical of its sheepness. We should also be aware of our own sheepness.
Fortunately our race is the least sheepy of all.
#10 by Prometheus on 06/07/2008 - 11:27 pm
shari says “The outcome is not in our hands but going the right direction and fighting the right fight is.”
Prometheus says : I don’t think anyone EVER has the outcome in their hands. After all, aren’t liberals arguing for more, more and more progressivism and tolerance? Ask a multiracialist to tell you quantitatively what their ‘goal’ in terms of diversity is, and they will never give you a figure. There is no point where they will says “there is enough assimilation, we can stop, we are diverse enough”. There is no point where they will say “we are tolerant enough to gays, we have won”. There is no set goal, only vague ideals they have steered the masses to, and they keep herding, and keep herding, and keep herding and keep herding. They complain about the ‘never ending war on terorrism’, a war with no end in sight. But they are fighting the exact same war against Whites and the West.
#11 by shari on 06/10/2008 - 7:59 pm
Thank you Prometheuis for expanding on my comment. I am thinking like you are.